Rest in peace

My uncle and I 2009

Hello readers.

Today's not a happy day... My uncle Enzo Alibrandi, just passed away. He was my father's nearest brother, something like his best friend!.. It's sad to lose a best friend, and even more sad if he's also your brother... 

My uncle Enzo, Toño (My best friend's dad) and my dad! 70's

So that's why my dad went to the Florida yesterday, 'cause we live in Venezuela, but my uncle used to live in the States. 

Now, I'm thinking about the eternal question: "What happens when we dye?" 

I'm not a very spiritual person, actually, i'm almost an atheist, don't know why, 'cause I was raise in a Catholic family, and I went to a Christian school... But, no matter how hard I try, I don't believe... So, if I don't buy the idea of heaven... What's left, is there life after death? 

If we disappear when we dye, I can officially say that THIS LIFE IS A WASTE OF TIME!! I mean... This whole planet, universe, galaxy... Just to live 80, 90 or in my uncle's case 58 years? No thanks!.. I don't think it works like that!.. 

I just wish that when we dye, we can meet with our love ones again... But I know nothing, I just can hope my uncle is better now, than he was yesterday, struggling with a cancer!..

Today's song --> Fantasma - Arbol (is in spanish)

So this is it... Not a happy day, not a happy moment!.. C ya tomorrow with a new post

I wanna go back!

Hello readers...

This time I won't say yesterday, or last night, or a while ago... I'm gonna say right now!! 

Right now I was thinking of how old I have become... And I'm not talking about gray hair (thanks God I'm only 21!!) I'm talking about that I was thinking about my past and all those beautiful moments I lived and now, they are just memories (Lucky me, my dad used to film everything so I can see how my life used to be).

 

I remember things that, supposed to be normal, not amazing things, just the day by day... I remember when my grandma Teresa used to pick me up in my english lessons, and we walked back home eating sugar bread. 

I remember when I played with the legos in my nonna's house (Nonna is grandma in italian)... I remember my Nonno calling me "bella" and hiding cinnamon gum, but no to hide that I couldn't find it!

I remember my piano lessons, my ballet classes, my first school... I remember watching cinderella 3 times in one day... 

I remember so many things that made my life so happy... That some times I just wanna travel back in time to those years. I'm not saying my life isn't wonderful right now... Because it is! I'm just saying that time goes by so fucking fast... One day you're playing with Barbie's car, and the next day you're driving your own one!! 

So my advice to you is... Don't waste your time, live your life fully and try to remember everything like it is, 'cause one day, what seems to be for ever is gonna get to the end..!

Today's song --> The scientist - Cold play

So this is it... C ya tomorrow with a new happier post!!

Sunday morning!

Hello readers...
Do you know, I just realized how many things I'm gonna miss from here, it doesn't mean I don't wanna leave, and live my life, no... It means things like this are the little details we forget to give thanks of...

For example, today's post is not much about reading, I'm just gonna put the pictures I took of the last typical sunday morning in my house, family time, a thing, that I'll miss where ever I am!!!

So yeah... That's how my sundays looks like... And that's why I'm gonna miss them!!

Today's song --> Tonight tonight - Hot Chelle Rae

So this is it... Tell me about a family tradition you have!! C ya soon with a new post!