Painting your life

I just hope my painting looks like that!!

Hello Readers!! 

Tonight, a friend of my wrote to me about this theory… “Our life is a work of art that we paint, with every experience we live”

Since we’re born, life gives us this canvas, and all the paints in the world. Every thing we do, or live, will be like a paint stroke in our canvas. The more remarkable and hard to erase will be the darkest ones. So it is our job to convert these strokes, into a beautiful paint.

Your paint as your life will always be unique!  You can make it a memorable peace of work if you do something transcendent in life, reflected in your paint.

When you feel lost, like you don’t know what to do… How to keep painting? It’s because you’re looking at your work to closely. Those, who know exactly what to do with their life. Are the ones watching their paints from a long distance.

The things you’ve done are hard to erase. But you can convert them in something beautiful, if you know how to take advantage of the situation. It means that you shouldn’t regret about your past, and try to amend it in your present, to have a better work of art in your future.

And remember, you’ll paint till the day you dye. It means that it’s never too late, but never late is better.

Today’s song à Life in Technicolor – Coldplay

So this is it… Hope you understand the point of this post… C ya tomorrow with a new post!! 

When you know the answer!..

Hello readers!

I have a qst for you... Have this ever happened to you?: You suddenly get mad at someone, but you don't tell them anything, cause you know what their answer will be? Well it happens to me a lot!..

Sometimes, when I mad at something, for the same reason that the last time, I just get tired and I don't say anything, because their answer will be the same. For example, if I get mad with a friend because she didn't invite me somewhere... The first time it happens, I tell her "Oh girl, why didn't you invite me" so what ever the answer is, it'll be ok... But then, if she do it again, I hate to tell her anything, 'cause I know how's gonna be her reaction.

This is what happens in life, I think that's the reason we simply stop talking to someone, and after some time you don't know what happened, cause you never had and argue or anything!.. I have not advice for you this time... It's just how I think it is, that's why we shouldn't be too predictable...

Today's song --> Baby please don't go - Mike Posner

So this is it.. Just an small reflexion to explain the "why" of some things... C ya tomorrow with a new post!!!

Fighting with myself

Hello readers…

Today I was thinking, sitting in the bank, that people always wonder why are people always fighting… And I think I found and answer! Is in our nature!..

Have you ever asked yourself, why is that sometimes, we fight between out heart and our mind, or fight with ourselves to decide to do what’s good and boring, or bad and risky? If we fight even with ourselves, how in the world do you expect us not to fight with the people around us, that are also fighting constantly with their selves too!

For example, and it happens to me a lot: My mind says “don’t talk to him again, he doesn’t deserve it” but my heart or my other side of the brain says “Call him, forget what he told you” Then, no matter what I do, I’ll be mad at me. It’s so stupid but at least for me… Is something that I can’t avoid.

Today's song --> Love the way you lie - Eminem

So this is it... An small post, about a big thing! C ya tomorrow with a new happier post!

My messy room

Hello readers!

Today I decided to clean my room... Well not to clean it with soap and water, I mean to put some order on it. 

Sometimes when my head is a mess, I have to clean my room just to put in order things, to think a little bit... For example, yesterday I was like really nervous with all the things coming up... The trip, moving out, the operation, leaving Venezuela... Things! 

I decide to clean it up, and that way I just got rid of all the unuseful things I was keeping, just because sometimes is hard to let the past pass! 

Many notebooks, diaries, close and other things that we accumulate throw the years! I'm gonna be honest, I just put away like 2 garbage bags, But I could have throw more things, a lot, like 5 or 6 bags! But it's the first time y clean my messy room this year... Let's take it easy, I don't wanna regret tomorrow that I throw away something that I wanted... 

So my advice to you is, when you feel afraid of letting the pass go, clean up your room, get raid of all those things you don't need anymore, the memories are in your head, you don't have to keep it in your room, and not because you keep them, they're coming back...

Today's song --> S.O.S - Good Charlotte

So this is it... C ya tomorrow with a new post!!!

New eyes?

Hello readers!
As you might now, i'm moving to Spain pretty soon (September) and I don't wanna go blind... And by blind I mean that I wear glasses!! I need them, I really can't see anything without them, if you know anything about photography you'll know what's an aperture f3.5 well if you don't, the picture behind this will show you how I usually see if I don't wear my glasses or my contacts.

So when I planed to move out, I wasn't thinking about my eyes at all, but now, I went to the doctor and I talked with my family, because I don't want to wear glasses anymore, I want to get operated from myopia (I have a -6) and that's a lot!!

But at the same time, it's kind of dangerous to make such a delicate intervention before traveling. I really don't know what I should do, I just know that for me, getting raid of the myopia would be the best of the best... I don't know what to do, but anyway do you know what's ironic?? This blog's name is The way I see it... And I don't see a shit thing hahaha

Today's song --> Blinded by the light - Manfred Mann's

So this is it... I still have the doubt haha... C ya tomorrow with a new less selfish post!!!

Don't avoid reality

That's my sister old pic but she looks like she's dealing with some troubles
so I tell her DONT AVOID REALITY!

Hello readers!!
As you might now, every morning, when I wake up, I send a "morning quote" to all my blackberry contacts. Today's quote was: "You can avoid reality, but you cannot avoid the consequences of avoiding reality" 


Sometimes, we are just so full of reality that we want to scape, and act as if you're living a simple life, but, that doesn't mean that your life is gonna be simple, maybe, because of that, your life might turn more complicated because your avoiding your responsibilities. For example if I act like I'm not leaving Venezuela, as this were normal summer vacations, that wont help me, maybe if I take that attitude I'll end supper stress with hundred of things to do in the end of the summer, or even worse, maybe the consequence of avoiding my reality, take me to loose this chance of going to Spain!

I know It sounds a little too serious for me, and for the common of my older posts, but I really think that avoiding the reality for more than 1 hour, can cause serious damages to the rest of your life.

Today's song --> I'm not afraid - Eminem

So this is it!! C ya (not tomorrow 'cause I'm going to the beach) but, friday with a new more freedom-style post!

Changes!!!

This was a pic from when I was going to Oxford, but It works!

Hello readers!!

A couple of days ago, I posted about the possibility of moving to Spain... I didn't tell you if I'm or I'm not going... Well... I AM GOING!!! I'm really exited and scared at the same time, it's a whole new place where i'm moving to, but the most important thing I can tell you about is... Changes

Changing is one of the hardest things to do when growing up, changes imply, much more than a different life, a different perspective of life. Every change is like a little push to mature. I was wondering how's gonna be to live all be myself (I'll live in a residence but anyway...) what would it feels like to be an foreign person? All those qst and many others, are the ones that I'm asking myself right now... But after all I'm not scar of changing, I even look at it as a new adventure... Not change, not adventures...
What would you prefer??

Today's song: Mr. Saxobeat - Alexandra Stan

So this is it... I'm incredibly happy so, C ya tomorrow with a new - old written post!!!

Decisions

Every time you choose something over another thing, you're making a decision, those decisions affect a lot of people, we usually think, that a decision is something we take for ourselves that's only gonna change things for us... But is not like that... I'm  gonna show you an example...

This weekend is a long weekend, we didn't have work or classes today, so everybody is going out of the city, to the beach, to the feels and other places. My family choose to go to the farm, I was happy about it, I always have a nice time when I go there, but then my best friend told me to go to the beach, he told me many people was going, so he convinced me to go with them, that's why yesterday I told my family I wasn't going to the farm, I was going to the beach. They weren't happy about it, actually they were mad, because I told them in the last minute, and now I'm going to the beach with a kind of bad feeling inside :s

So, now I'm wondering, if I resolved to go to the beach that late, maybe I should go to the farm and forget about the beach? 'Cause now all my family is like mad at me, and of course, i'm not happy ether. I think that for the next time I'll think a little bit more how my chooses afec others, not because I'm a selfish person, but decisions are not a personal issue anymore.

Today's song: Give me everything - Pitbul

So this is it, C ya on monday (I'm gonna be out of town) with a new post...!