A friend of mine told me once, that fears are like nightmares, if you make them public it wont happen... I hope he was right... I'm not a person that's afraid of life, but I do have some fears, this is my top three!
- Being lonely, not alone --> It's nice sometimes to get home and be all by yourself, watch tv and relax... What isn't nice is to feel lonely... I know that we came alone to this world and it's normal to stay that way sometimes, but loneliness is like having a huge hole in my soul... U just can't stand that feeling.
- Single forever --> Have you imagine yourself 20 years from now? I can bet you're thinking about having a good job, a family... I know there's people who's happy being single for now, because we're jung and what ever... But what about the future, when you start being older than now, to get home and to have nobody to be with... Do you wanna be single for ever? I don't
- To be unsuccessful --> I'm imagining that I'm 35 years old, and still not doing what I want, still not working at any audiovisual production, wasting my life, because it'w ok to waste your time once in a while, but the life? I don't think so... So me, in 14 or 15 years from now, doing none of the things I dream of... That's a fear!!!
I think those are my biggest fears, not phobias, (that will be sharks and cockroaches)... So now that I had told you I hope it wont come true anytime in the future!!!
Today's song: Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles
So this is it... Tell me about your fears if you feel like doing it... C ya tomorrow with a new happier post!!
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